sarah i feel terrible and horrible i wish i could take it all back i love you so much and i know you are hurt and i didnt meant to it wasnt intentionally i am just so stupid, i know you said not to worry about it but i cant help it, i love you and i just feel like i completly betrayed you. you said if he ever found out my life would be ruined and he found out because of my stupidity. i feel like such a dumbass, i should have never have made you written that note, or i should have listened to you when you said to read it during lunch. god i am so stupid i just wish i could take it all back. :( i love you and right now you should be ripping madd at me but your not (i hope) and i am so thankful for that i dont know what i would do if i ever lost you. i love you.